i slept fine until 5 am then bam awake and paranoid. he said “ill call you soon” last night. i told myself “hes not going to call so dont get your hopes up” and he didnt. he instead text me about 45 min after that text. i was asleep i woke up and now ive been calling for about an hour. i have a feeling hes either cheating on me or someones there that he doesnt want me knowing about. it breaks my heart. this is how maybe a guy acts when youve been together maybe 6 months, even though we were broken up for a little bit, weve been together for 2 years july 25…i dont know what to do. a part of me wants to tell my parents to stop in chicago on our way home…
